Kinda boring day. I was supposed to do many things, mainly finish my essay, but for some magical reason I just couldn't get myself on it. Kinda sad, cause this was my only free day from work and interning, plus im sort of on a sick leave. Who cares?
I've become extremely passive and tired. Nothing really interests me and everything seems to be worthless: people, work, school, getting up in the morning etc. People in special. Me and my bestfriend don't keep in touch anymore, cause I can't stand her eliteness and the fact that she talks to me so rudely, due to the fact that I like to have fun in my life and do drugs occassionally, whereas she doesn't even drink but who cares? Im young and full of energy to revel, though not that much anymore, cause lately i've been tired of socializing. My other friend is going through phases, which I went through a year ago and its so annoying to listen to her. My boyfriend is a pothead and probably will never be sober, cause he is so caught up with the thought that his life is shit, wonder why. My brother doesn't go to school, my sister failed her class and now she's in second grade all over again. My dad is a mental tyrant and my mother has schizophrenia. Im turning 21 in two months and im done with my life. Im exhausted.
Help me?
im just gonna grab painkillers and pretend that I never woke up today. Nights.
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